I'm Lazy

I am lazy. Part of the reason that I am writing this is that it's been over a month since I've written anything. I find myself getting busy with stuff to keep my mind off of the things I can't do or don't have, while the important things sit on the back burner. I want to blog more - but I would need to spend time thinking of what to write. I want to journal more for my kids - but I don't for the same reason. It's easier to not write than find something to write. I end up working my butt off to stay on the path of least resistance.

God is moving sovereignly in my life. He is setting up things for my future even as He provides everything for my present. I find myself relating more to Martha than her sister Mary. I am doing valuable work but miss out on the more important things. I want to be an active participant in becoming more like Christ. His mercies are new each day, but the time is drawing short. I need to hurry.